EMBARRASSED...

My first thought when the school bell rang was- I'm free! I was glad school was over, finally, a little bit of time to rest. As I walked out of my the plain, and un-creative classroom a boy called my name. I turned around to see who it was and I saw Mary's best boy friend. No, they weren't dating, but he and Mary got along real good, until, of course Mary moved. This middle me think of Mary. Every time I saw him, he looked a bit lost with a sleepy kind of expression on his face. "Can you tell my sister I have to stay 5 extra minutes with Miss Lisa please?" I was not surprised he had asked for a favor. He always asked me for favors, but never spoke to me unless we weren't on school time. "Sure", I responded. I started rushing up and down the hall ways looking for his stupid sister. When, I didn't find her after I surrendered. I went to tell him that I couldn't fond his sister. To my surprise when I came back he wasn't there anymore. That's the  last time I do you any favor mister...- I thought as I breathed heavily. I went to my locker to get all the books I needed in order to do my homework. As I went rapidly through the hall I felt some ands around my waist. I turned around to see who it was and it was that "hottie" I had told you about, his name was Drew. I started hugging me and bothering me about James, my crush. Suddenly, I saw James walking tight in front of us. "Hey James, don't you want to come kiss your girlfriend goodbye?" Drew asked. I was stunned. I couldn't get out of Drew's muscular and soft hands and I felt my face blazing with embarrassment. I mean I was like right there inf ront of him, trapped. I remember that I couldn't think of anything. I really didn't. James just looked at me in a dirty way turned around and kept walking. I don't blame him. I would have done the same thing, I mean what else can you do in a situation like that? But still, I was shocked. The way he looked at me. I don't know if it was hate or happiness, or confusement. And even though he was good at hiding what he was feeling I could see one thing that was for sure in that look, and that was cold. James had given me a bitterly cold look, and I was sure of it. Drew smiled with pride and for some unknowable reason I wasn't mad. I was later on, but not at that time, so I just walked away like if I didn't give a SHIT. Later on that dayIU went home to do homework. I did it and the I skyped with a friend from school called Jennifer. She had curly black hair, and brown eyes.  She was tall and skinny. I liked Jenny. She had beautiful hair. Even thought she didn't admit it she had some pretty hair. It was fun talking to her. I felt happy when I talked to her. Jenny was really nice to me that afternoon and made my embarrassment go away and disappear. It was nice to talk to her since then i could forget that had just happened. We stopped skyping when she had to go, I wasn't sad since I knew I would see her the nest day at school. Jenny was strong, not in a physical way, in an emotional way. She could take a lot, and she wouldn't be all freaked out, I admired this from her. A grin appeared on my face and I couldn't wait for tomorrow even if it meant school day! At night I was once again in the computer skyping with Nancy. She had been caught two times, by her mom,  when I was skyping with her. Every time she got caught I laughed. Not in a bad evil way, but in a ha-ha nice sorta way. Nancy was could put a smile on me very easily. Nancy was sometimes shy, but mostly bubbly. She was girly and bubbly. It was her personality. And I liked it. Finally that day ended with nothing else going wrong. I had talked to two friends and had myself embarrassed by the whore, Drew, but at the end of the day what Drew had done to me really didn't bother me. In fact, I couldn't care less...

Meatless Monday

As we sat down at the table, and they brough meat my sister said, "I'm not going to eat, i'ts meatless monday." A while ago she had invented this chart it read, " Meatless Monday, Tropical Tuesday, Whatever Wednesday, Tropical Thursday, Fun Friday, Sweet Saturday, Super Sunday." That's how she chose to eat. And yes, she did refused to eat. She only had veggies. My sister was very very, very, health conscious, but on the weekends she would say, "It's a weekend so I can eat whatever" that's what kept her from being super fit.  She was my big sister. Her name was Stephanie. She had big brown eyes with long brown hair and a tanned skin color. If there was one person I loved it was her. I came home and I had nothing to do so, I was basically on the computer doing nothing until I saw my best friend Mary on Skype. She had moved away to Mexico City and know, I had to look her through the computer screen in order to keep in touch. When I talked to Mary I felt like if we were once again close together, and like if I would see her at school the next day. Seeing her smile and greenish eyes always made me smile. When she moved, Mary changed up her look a little. Boy, I gotta say I was impressed. She looked nice and I was proud. She had always been pretty though. I felt happy and my heart started dancing every time I got on Skype with her. I mean she was my best friend for a real long time and I missed her. I was glad that she had new friends and everything and that well, she was happy.But I felt sad from time to time when I was in the classroom and couldn't tell her something because she wasn't there anymore. We Skyped for a long time, in between the time I was with her I was also chatting with a guy in my computer. This guy was a popular, hottie, amazing car, type of guy.He was in tenth and somehow had managed to get a hold of a paper with my crush's name written all over it. Crap- I thought. He was a whore. He had been dating and smooching all the girls he could fin in Puerto Vallarta. He said he would post a picture of me and my crush on facebook. I was doomed. My crush, happened to be in 10th grade, very popular, and I doubt he'd be happy to know a small girl loved him. We had talked a couple of times because a friend of mine was a friend of his, so he knew me. If he saw a picture like that I would be EMBARRASSED. And even if we hadn't EVER talked my school was SMALL. WE had 300 kids from nursery all the way to twelfth grade all together. Yep, it was small. After we ended our conversation, (with me pleading not to publish this) he didn't put a picture up. I was very glad he hadn't done this. Although he still could. I was telling all of this to Mary. Finally, Mary had to go and I had to go too, but, I didn't feel like sleeping so I decide to Skype with another friend who was stuck in the same town as I was in. We were together skyping and then suddenly, she wanted to make a blog. I helped her and it took time. I remember being proud of myself since I felt so smart knowing everything about technology. Nancy, the girl who I was skyping with was tall and had dark eyes and big smile on her face. I liked her alot. Nancy was smart and nice and funny. That day ended with us talking about blogs and relatives all day long. At the end of the day we finally went to sleep. I really didn't want to wake up to the 6:00 a.m. alarm clock the next day...

Soccer Practice

As sweat rushed down my forehead I struggle to keep with the ball. Just kick it and control it -I repeated to myself. Finally after kicking the ball in the sun with no clouds for one hour the coach said we could go. Even though I struggled with soccer, I liked it since I was only on my second class. I soon found out that I was going away with Sarah. I thought that was good, I liked Sarah. Ok, fine I didn't exactly liked her but she was popular and I was not. The closer I get to her the sooner I'd go to parties. I remember that all I could think of that month was one party. Just one simple party. Anyways, that day I soon found out that my crush, well one of the many I had was going on the same ride as me. Great- I thought. I could feel the sweat on my back and face. That would be a nice impression. During the car ride the AC hit me violently and I started to get cold. As I felt my skin get like a chicken, I saw my house in a distance. Finally. I got out thanked Sarah's mom for the ride and rushed to my house. Mom wasn't there yet probably at a friends house and dad? Well, he was working until about seven. After eating I got off my lazy butt and started doing homework. Even though I only had two subjects of homework it took a real long time for me to get it done. I thought of my sister who was smart in every single way and did my very best effort. I was usually the one who kind of needed help in the school section.  When I was finally finished I got up did a mini-dance and smiled proudly of myself.